Thursday, June 18, 2009

what God is teaching me...

i cant do anything by myself. literally nothing...

i really see how this verse is so...real:
therefore i tell you that no one who is speaking by the Spirit of God says, "Jesus be cursed," and no one can say, "Jesus is Lord," except by the Holy Spirit.
-1 Corinthians 12:3

i remember matt carter giving a sermon on this verse and i could never understand it until now.he said something along the lines of...we cannot call Jesus Lord and bow down to Him without the Holy Spirit. i always thought that i still had to do my best to worship Him but now i know i cant. i cant get up if i dont get 8 hours of sleep. i cant find the desire to do my QT. i cant be humble. i cant share the good news of Christ. i cant...unless it is by the Holy Spirit.

any growth i have experienced is completely of God. I can do NOTHING without Him no matter how much i want to. i guess its just a matter of coming before God, admiting my inadequacy, crying out to Him, and having faith that He will change me.




Dear God,

change me.

emily

Monday, June 15, 2009

just learning how much i need God in EVERYTHING. i emphasize "everything" because i literally mean EVERYTHING.
being completely honest, every morning when i wake up to do my QTs, i literlly have to force myself to spend time in the Word. i think i know the importance of it but i cant seem to get excited to read, even if it is the Word of the living, breating, active God. **God change my heart**