Thursday, September 10, 2009

a night to muse

there was a really loud bang last night that woke me up and the first thing that came to my mind was that it was the rapture. i remember being so scared that i was literally shaking all over. i dont know why i thought about that but i was so consumed with fear. why wouldn't i want Christ to come? fear of my family's and friends' salvation not being secured, maybe. fear of my own salvation not secured, maybe.

not at peace...