dear world,
im sorry. im sorry. im sorry.
im sorry for being so sensitive this week. gahhh i hate it. im sorry. i dont think anyone will understand but i just want to get it out.
i get over him by forgetting about him. everytime i think about him i just divert my thoughts. i just supress my feeling,but every once in a while they surface because of something...
i think seeing him this weekend was a bad idea. its weird because this is what i wanted. i wanted for him to move on so i could move on. maybe i didnt want him to move on so soon. just hearing about him with another girl makes me want to cry. a bunch of thoughts just fly through my mind but the thought of being so easily replaced just sticks. i want to get over it but some part of me doesnt want to. why dont i want to? God. satisfy me again...
