love never fails...

been pondering this for quite a while now...
yesterday i woke up and i was thinking that life is so meaningless. just like going about my everyday life, though very fun i will admit, very pointless...without love.

today i was thinking why ive always seemed to have to like someone most of the time. now that im thinking about it maybe i wasnt completely wrong for thinking that. i just had the wrong people in mind. maybe that need to continually love someone is not completely wrong. maybe im suppose to love God continually...

thinking about it now this year has been really good for me. for the first time this year i found satisfaction in God. i dont want to say 100% satisfaction but during that time i was so fulfilled.

im glad i came to UTSA :)

thank you God.